Wonerly

Its lonely being alone you know, even though you prefer to be alone ...you still feel lonely even though its your choice. Maybe its a bad choice then? If you feel regret about your choices ...no regret. Oh well its been awhile since i wrote anything on here hasnt it. What have i been upto? Writing mostly, trying to create new and exciting material for later use. *changes song to The Streets-Dont Mug Yourself* Kicking bottom on Halo 2 and Pro Evo ...as usual *pokes out tongue* Why does Amy always look at my neck when i talk to her? Imma flat out ask her!! ...maybe, probably, no, alright then ...*changes song to Damien Rice-The Blowers Daughter* Gotta help my uncle Fred move house today ...blooming spiral staircase! How in the WWF am i gonna get a sofa up a spiral staircase ...well its is 100 squid on completion so i ll use osmosis or something. Rere's not talking to me ...every time i come online i hope to see her ...every time the phone rings i hope its her ...Shes probably busy with Justin or talking to May or something *smiles and sighs softly* May may may. I wanna email her ...but theres something inside that says leave her alone ...cos i told her to concentrate on her relationships there, so maybe thats what shes doing. Im no good for her anyway ...shes gonna be this big medical researcher and what am i gonna be !? A penny-less writer in a damp old flat somewhere. But im okay with that ...the pennyless thing i mean. *changes song to David Gray-This Years Love* Well i guess i should end it here eh? Gotta go have a shower and lug furniture while listening to my aunties jamacian accent ordering us about and saying stuff like " Starlight " and " Rotten! " while kissing her teeth. lol nah shes okay, alittle much sometimes buts shes cool. Well ...bye.